New beautiful person.

It was like a dream, I don't know very much about this feeling, but i'm sure something is happening inside me. I remember your smile and it make me smile as fast as I see you into my mind. Let me know you, i know things are not easy, and well you don't know anything about it... so i'll wait for you to say me something.

And it could be a looong waiting.

I look my world.

I look my world but i can't understand it, somethings are very nice and good for me but other things are very badly and confusing, i'm trying to understand it five years ago, my real world is very small and i'm always dreaming with a faraway world, where i can speak with very amazing people, where i can to have good friends, where i can to think about my future without scare to it, that faraway world where i can be i, i look my world and i feel sad, many times i feel disappointed, i ask myself "why?" if i was born here why i want not be here, WHY?! i look my world and my family isn't the problem, my friends isn't the problem... and i think maybe i'm not good, i can't be well thinking it isn't the world that i want... i look my true world and always that i do it i'm looking for a world... another world.

Who is she?

I have a friend, a good friend, but she doesn't know we're friends, i speak to her everyday and i tell to her all my secrets, fears, good and bad things about my life but she never listen to me, I type letters to her, but she never recive them. I have a good friend, but i don't know her name and i don't know where she lives or what she does... i just know she's my friend, my good friend.